I wrote that last post drunkenly as I was very much annoyed with Manny. At the time, I meant it. But after we had our few days at the hotel room together the next week, everything changed. I don't know what, but it did. I am happy now and I don't feel like I am settling and forgetting myself by ending up with Manny. On the contrary -- I feel like losing Manny would be like losing a part of myself, a part of my life.
Ignore my previous post. I am happy to be wrong about that, even if I felt right about it at the time.
Thanks for bein' patient.