Monday, March 21, 2011
Ugh I'm just repeating what I've been saying for weeks now and I'm so over this post right now. What I'm mainly trying to say is: I'm reminiscing right now about the life I had with Joseph off Broadway, the feeling of awe and wonderment I grasped so much last year and I'm just plain not happy right now.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Who cares if it never works out? Who cares if it's just not meant to be? Can I please just find a guy who's not as predictable as the rest?
Seriously, I would love to just meet a guy that I can give my heart, mind and all to. If the same isn't returned, then so be it. I would just really, truly, genuinely like to meet a guy who is true to himself, his friends, his family, his career and his faith.
Please, God, show me he's out there. If even just to get my hopes up.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
So I remain melancholy, in prayer, waiting for my reciprocity.
But a-HA! I have forgotten about the old road adage! How could I?! Remembering now how being the bigger person is the reward, I already feel better!
Once again, Kevin: I pray your heart is truly softened by God's touch and you find a way to forgive yourself of this and all wrong-doings to God's people. I pray I find a way to forgive you too.